Below is a variety of videos of personal experiences of losing a parent, and how they personally grieved and coped.
BuzzFeedVideo (2015, August 30). My Parent Passed Away. Youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=elE6iSytJks
Child Bereavement UK (2017, November 21). When a parent has died: young people share their experiences. Youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-qFkRaPRYY